Nurin Jazlin Jazimin, Allah bless you ... Rest In Peace

Nurin, I know you are resting in peace now

All kids go to Heaven, I have faith in that

Allah is All Merciful and Just

And you deserve Heaven more than anything

Probably you are smiling now

And already the worldly sufferings you have gone through are just small tiny dots in your life

Nothing comparable to what you have 'in there' with Him

It's so sad what the devil put you through

But I believe he will be doomed very soon

With prayers from your beloved parents and siblings, relatives and friends, Malaysians and others

Soon he has no place in this world anymore!!!

They always say 'unimaginable horrors'

But I keep thinking the sufferings the devil put you through

me, a stranger, who only knows you after the tragedy

Imagine how your ibu, ayah and beloved sisters coping with this brutality

to imagine what their little angel, the apple of their eyes, suffering in the evil's hand

losing you like that ....

With the barakah of this Ramadan

I pray Allah gives them peace of mind

I pray Allah gives them strength to continue living for the sake of your beloved sisters

I pray Allah gives them knowledge that dirimu tenang di sana

I pray Allah gives them everything they may need to continue living

I pray Allah gives them endless love and mercy

I pray that they know that your sufferings have ended

And I pray that no more little angels would have to go through what you and those before you have gone through.

Nurin, semoga rohmu dicucuri rahmat sentiasa.

Cerita mu akan sentiasa ditangisi.

Amin.

Merdeka Day

Malaysia turns 5o today. Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka!

No, we didn't go celebrating like others. We didn't go to Dataran Merdeka this morning. We didn't watch the parade on TV either. We were asleep at that time. Yes, we're not morning people on public holidays and most other days too. Am has to be a morning person only on working days. I'm actually working today/tonight. BUT we do fly the flag on our car's roof...

Last night, on the way home after fetching me, Am, the kids and my self stopped at Kg Abdullah Hukum junction, hoping to see a glimpse of fireworks after the big counting. But we saw none as our views were blocked by the many tall buildings that have been erected since the last Merdeka. Kesian my kids.

Merdeka reminds me of our one-night vacation in Cameron Highland. Only two of us, Am and myself, and no kids. Why? because there were not kids yet at that time lah. It was so cold and quite on the hill there and we were having our dinner at one stall. Suddenly, we saw a parade of some cars and motorbikes and a pick-up truck full of passengers passing by us. The were carrying a big Malaysia flag and shouting Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka! at the top of their lungs. As the place was quite, the impact of their shouting was so greatly felt They few some rounds while shouting Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka!, and finally, at the last round (because after that, we didn't see them any more), suddenly they just passed by us quietly. We were wondering why, until we saw also joining the parade were few traffic policemen on their bikes! And the place turned quiet again.

Talking about Cameron Highland, I really like the place. The cool brisk wind, the food, flowers, pasar malam, beautiful sceneries and many other turns. I hope to visit the place again, with my kids this time.

What I've missed

I notice few things today that I have not yesterday and days before.

1) My son calls soya sauce Kicapman or probably Cicakman ... hahaha ... cute.

2) My daughter has grown to like playstation so much, she can actually find way to play games on her own, although some games use Japanese.

3) My daughter knows how to spell.

4) My daugther uses Please and Thank You when asking for and receiving favours/things.

5) My husband has been working so hard I hardly see him and I almost think I am a single mother

6) Haven't talk to my mother for than three weeks.

7) I eat too much oil and butter